Love>> Lovable>>Unforgetable

First week,
Ya on my earlier story I have stated about a special person that I meet there. Once a lifetime experience. I never wondered how did I managed to get in LOVE but it was an awesome experience that I would never forget in my entire life. Of course many tell me that I look like nerd before always with books and my own work. Being a all time leader makes me busy with my own routine but PLKN was almost a rest place to me. Keeping aside my book for the first time was a little hard and some other attraction also influenced me.

This guy was a special one for me. I dont really remember how did I got in crush with him but I never forget to look his face almost everyday. I would search the place where he is every time. Yeah, to say I was very happy whenever he was with me especially during the Fridays, because thats the time where we are able to go to temple and be free for awhile without J/L. But most of the time we kinda of stand the opposite side except for food. One thing bout him was he never felt shy to eat and he never forget to give me my favorite part of the meal provided.

To be sincere I am a little bit ego kinda of person so I do get jealous easily . Sometimes when he don't really talk or busy with anyone else I just get to my temper and remain silent for a few days. But he used to give answers from his eyes. I still remember when we fought about something during the hindu class you went and sat far in front and I sat behind. The way u was staring at me was terrible. But when I smiled to you the next moment u came and sat at your normal place.

And of course your jacket which I took away from you... I used to sleep with it every night with my friends kindling around me. But I seriously had an affection on you. I don't really know why I was so serious but it was a lifetime experience for me there. Whether you will remember or not I do still remember the night you slept at the medical room "sleeping like a rat" the nurse there almost laugh on what I said and they do know what was our relationship status.

I am a book addict for sure but u got me addicted towards u. I really love you so much. Although I love to tease you I really dont mean it. I felt it that made our relationship closer. At that moment I promised to myself the day u said leave u I will decide there is no future for me. The ring u gave me I wore it all time to ensure on day when you see this u know how much I loved you.

I didnt take this decision because I am a coward or what but I really felt blank without you . The day you didnt answer my phone calls I know something is going wrong in our relationship. But u didnt explain or gave me a chance to know about it. I used to tell my sister that one day when you see this I am not sure whether u might cry or not but its just a obligation my sister really need to know what happened. Not to blame you baby but the day u recieved this message I am not sure I will be with you anymore.

I didnt expect the sudden boom in our relationship. But remember I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. Although our relationship was just like a touch n go I know u are really sincere and I am too. I cant concentrate on my studies the day I didnt talk to you. An d its going to over when you look at your side I will not be there anymore. LOVE You Baby.